Meltdown
So I was supposed to go hiking with Chris today and I bailed without calling - then I was supposed to go to Caribbean Bay with some other folks and I bailed on them... basically I couldn't bring myself to get up in the morning.
Today I made plans to meet people in Itaewon and instead I went to sleep. I am having a mental meltdown on a major scale - either that or I've caught mono from...something. I need to get myself into a gym, a psychiatrist's office or buy big bag of meth. It's anybody's guess if I'll make it into work tomorrow.
Today I made plans to meet people in Itaewon and instead I went to sleep. I am having a mental meltdown on a major scale - either that or I've caught mono from...something. I need to get myself into a gym, a psychiatrist's office or buy big bag of meth. It's anybody's guess if I'll make it into work tomorrow.
posted by Vivec at 9:03 p.m.
6 Comments:
Don't do it man! Don't let those snot nosed brats get you in a funk.
Put a nail through a ruler and bring it to class, hold it up so they all see it, and set it down on your desk.
All's well so far. I feel a lot better after reading about some of the logical flaws in the thinking of depressed people. I'm having trouble finding the link now, sorry.
One thing I do is treat my accomplishments with indifference but I magnify and return to my failings too often. I have done some interesting things in my life, and I have done some things right, on a large and smaller scale. I need to give myself credit when it is due.
What really makes me fret, though, is that I haven't settled on a life-long project or goal. I'm still sampling a bit from platter A, a bit from platter B. I won't be content if I look back and I didn't actually DO anything. If I didn't alter something for the better then I will be angry for all the wasted time and procrastination. So, that has to stop.
Also, I need to try to increase the number of "rewarding" conversations that I have with people, and since the ones I can have at work are limited, I need to find them somewhere else. The internet is an intriguing but bizarre option to consider.
The unmistakable sounds of a woman in the throes of passion wafting through the windowscreen on this lingering summer night is also cheering me up, since, well, at least it proves that sort of thing goes on here.
About that bag of meth... Got any? Hey Ansan is just up the road from Suwon, thus making for easy deliveries.
I always thought you were one of the squeaky clean ones, Asiatown. (j/k) ;)
No meth, but maybe this guy can hook you up in China -
http://roryrunsamok.blogspot.com/2004/08/what-not-to-do-in-chinapart-1.html
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Yes, the meth...do be a dear and bring it to Gojan station. Also, bring the moaning woman.
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